I keep having dreams about teeth falling


and I think it has to do with a possible orthognathic surgery appointment. I'm scared.

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*bonus video from Lollapalooza*

LJ gave me a limited amount of characters to type in my comments, so I decided that it would be best to post this subject in another thread.

Athough this isn't necessarily true...
( I thought it would be interesting to see what each sign usually or should wear )

Yesterday evening was pretty crappy for me. I don't want to think about it or explain why it was so bad, but before I went to sleep, I decided to pull out my  lolita skirt (which I haven't worn in forever) and tried it on with different shirts. And I realized that no matter how superficial it sounds, I felt happier.

I like how clothes don't judge people.

 

 

What was even creepier about it, was that one day, my friend and I (yes, the one that I left for the group of lolitas), went to the mall in real life and when we were leaving, my car (that was in the dream) was parked behind a station wagon x_x

fall of 07 - spring of 08 has been pretty exciting for me. It was nice being an upperclassman in high school. Kind of a way of recognizing oneself. I've done a lot of growing up since then. My obsession with Lolita fashion grew over the months. I've found another crush. Made new friends with the underclassmen. Cried, learned, and laughed a lot. It feels weird that I'm a senior now. Freshman year and beyond was a blur. I miss the guys who graduated this Spring and I'm also going to miss the people who are leaving my class. But it'll be okay. We all part at least one time in our lives. I'm thankful.

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Final exams are over, but my cold isn't (this is the 2nd week  I've had it). Bought new medicine not long ago, so it should go away soon. For some reason, I'm on Gaia online all day ever since vacation started. I seriously  need to do something new. I have two books that I borrowed. Vanity Fair and The Princess Bride.

I haven't written in my real journal in ages, but there's not too much to talk about. I think Bryan's obsessed with me. . . .=_=;

I know. I didn't make an effort to actually post anything here. My real journal is just as empty. And a lot of things happened since I've last posted. My school's golf team made 2nd in state. The X-country team did well with a lot of new individual winners. I wish I went to see the last meet, but Nicole Benson beat Caitlyn Comfort this time. Our soccer team lost to Champaign,  but it seemed like they really wanted it this year since we usually beat almost every school in the state. Our football team is 3rd to the last in the state, and the football team doesn't seem to care much anymore. I hope it gets better next fall. Our swim team was in Neuquea Valley not long ago. It was one of their final meets. I can't remember who won what. I'm getting over my last love, even though, from time to time, I miss him. Someone else is into me, but I'm still a little wary of what's going on when it comes to relationships. I kind of want to be single,especially because I want to focus on school more.
(I'm going back and forth with events)

 Nov. 1st: Jr. Ring Day/All Saints Mass. Fun fun. My classmates and I got dressed up for the day. It was nice getting out of uniform. My ring is a princess cut with a ruby birthstone on top. On one side, it has the school emblem (Irish Cross and 2009), and the other has my name and the winged foot (for track and field). I wanted to add a music note (for choir) as a background and an artist's brush (for art -club), but my ring is very small and it doesn't have enough room for that. 

And today is Nov. 24th. Last night, had a Thanksgiving dinner at my cousins' house and it was also my aunt and uncle's wedding anniversary (40 years). I ate too much and felt really sick before (because of dad's driving) and after (because I ate too much). And I also saw Bryan (...I feel
weird saying this, but he wants to be my bf again, and so he is) who came back from N.Carolina. I also saw my friend Anne-Marie (she graduated last year and was in my speech and computer's class). She gave me a lot of advise about college and ACTS and asked me a lot about what happened after she left. I think I'll take my ACTS in in the late winter (because exams are coming up and I'd rather not cram for both things) and re-take it in the spring (somewhere before finals). I also saw a couple more former graduates who came over before Thanksgiving break.

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So...even though I've dedicated my heart to Lolita fashion, I mostly vary my style by my mood, which helps make unusual (but in good taste of) combinations and styles. I also figure out what to wear depending on the weather. Wearing a uniform to school limits my closet from expanding and it also limits my creativity or lessens the challenge of figuring out what outfit I should wear throughout the day. Whenever I go out, such as a shopping or visitation to the mall, I might not always go out in Lolita duds, but something influenced from street fashion. I like to stand out in a good way.

I want to be friends with Andrew. I wanna meet Rini and the other gals in real life. I don't feel like being online. I finally passed both State and US Constitution test. This week was interesting. I almost forgot how to do Soulja boy. I want to get a brand lolita skirt for cheap. I want to get a job at Bath and Body works. I want to get my drivers license. But my birthday is in the summer. And I have about 20 or less hours to finish. Stupid bill. Why did it have to be passed?!? I blame Pekin. I want more money. I'm starting to sound greedy. I'm sorry for that. I should go to confession. I'm not Catholic and I go to a Catholic school. I might become Catholic. XD I want my sewing machine to work. I want to understand string theory (or whatever Mr. Johnson was teaching us for the past 2 weeks). I want Delbert to talk to me. I want to go to Paris. Okay, not yet.